I am in my senior year of high school, and it´s just so hard! I already have a few exames behind me, in this and the next week I have 5 exames, then I have a few weeks a "work break" before it starts all over again.
I´m actually very good in all of the subjects, but one - maths...It is so hard for me to follow the teacher because he doesn´t explain very good. But the thing is that others seem to understand what he is teaching is. That´s why I get so frustrated...am I really the only one who is not getting what is happening in the maths classes?!
As I said, in the other subject I don´t have difficulties, but the problem is that all the teacher give so many homework, that I basically don´t have time to do anything else. Freetime, where? I can´t find it.
I am really stressed, which affects me phisically...I barely have control over my feelings. Very often I have "cry attacks" and I just can´t stop.
Over all I still don´t know what I want to do when I´m done with school, so the pressure to find something that will suit me is also on top of me...
HELP,
Lena
Montag, 28. März 2016
Samstag, 26. März 2016
I have a problem...
Some days ago I looked up the syndroms of being biploar. I don´t even know why I wanted to know more about that desease, but I did. So I looked at various pages and read what they had to say about bipolar people, and how they felt, acted and so on. Reading so much about it, I realised that I might be bipolar myself.
The thing was, that I didn´t know that feeling tired all the time, and not feeling energetic at all, not being able to concentrate were part of the syndroms of being bipolar. So I got slightly scared and took a few test on being bipolar. They all hat different results, but most of them had about 70 of 80 percent of chance me being bipolar.
I am not really scared, or I don´t really feel different, or think differently about me. But I´d just like to know if there can be taken any medication for it, or if there is anything I can do about it.
I would really appreciate your answers, opinions...
Thanks for stopping by,
Lena
The thing was, that I didn´t know that feeling tired all the time, and not feeling energetic at all, not being able to concentrate were part of the syndroms of being bipolar. So I got slightly scared and took a few test on being bipolar. They all hat different results, but most of them had about 70 of 80 percent of chance me being bipolar.
I am not really scared, or I don´t really feel different, or think differently about me. But I´d just like to know if there can be taken any medication for it, or if there is anything I can do about it.
I would really appreciate your answers, opinions...
Thanks for stopping by,
Lena
Freitag, 11. März 2016
STORYTIME! - Is there a ghost in my house?
Some time ago I was home alone at night and was watching TV. For some reason I always felt like somebody was watching me, observing me how I was eating, watching my favorite progam, and so on. After a while I turned off the TV and went to take a shower.
From the moment on where I turned on the water, I heard noises outside the bathroom. Everytime I turned off the water to listen if someone was here, the noises stopped. So I continued to shower the noises started again. Over and over again the same thing. I told myself that nothing could possibly be outside my bathroom. I tried to forget the strage noises and finshed quickly my shower. I put some music on and dryed myself off. All of a sudden the weird noises started again. (btw. they sounded like someone was looking for something, letting things fall to the ground, something like that)
The moment I opened the door to my room the noises stopped and everything was quiet again. I was terryfied and releaved at the same time. At least no serial killer was standing in front of me!
Some days later I told a friend of mine about that strange incident. Immediately she said that probably a ghost lives in my house. She got very excited, because she believes that she can talk to ghost and even owns a Quija Board. If you don´t know what it is, look it up, it is really interesting! But basically it is a board with a lot of letters and the words NO and YES and GOODBYE on it. And if you move the wooden part over the letters, the ghosts may respond, somehow. Anyways, the next day she showed up at my house with her Quija board in her hands. She insisted that we called the ghost that are living in my house.
So we "talked" to ghosts trough the Quija board, and after a while somebody really responded! Well, don´t think that we actually heards voices! Somebody, or something stardet to control our hands and movements on the board. We freaked out, since we weren´t moving it around, but the wood started to move from one letter to the next. We asked some questions and the ghost answered. As last question we asked what the ghost´s name was, and the answer was Jackson.
So apperanly a ghost name Jackson lives in my house with me.
Sometimes I still here noises coming from another room, or suddenly the radio turns off, but I don´t get scared. Every time that happens I sigh and say out loud "Oh Jackson..."
Have you ever expirienced something like that? Let me know about it in the commets!
Kisses,
Lena
From the moment on where I turned on the water, I heard noises outside the bathroom. Everytime I turned off the water to listen if someone was here, the noises stopped. So I continued to shower the noises started again. Over and over again the same thing. I told myself that nothing could possibly be outside my bathroom. I tried to forget the strage noises and finshed quickly my shower. I put some music on and dryed myself off. All of a sudden the weird noises started again. (btw. they sounded like someone was looking for something, letting things fall to the ground, something like that)
The moment I opened the door to my room the noises stopped and everything was quiet again. I was terryfied and releaved at the same time. At least no serial killer was standing in front of me!
Some days later I told a friend of mine about that strange incident. Immediately she said that probably a ghost lives in my house. She got very excited, because she believes that she can talk to ghost and even owns a Quija Board. If you don´t know what it is, look it up, it is really interesting! But basically it is a board with a lot of letters and the words NO and YES and GOODBYE on it. And if you move the wooden part over the letters, the ghosts may respond, somehow. Anyways, the next day she showed up at my house with her Quija board in her hands. She insisted that we called the ghost that are living in my house.
So we "talked" to ghosts trough the Quija board, and after a while somebody really responded! Well, don´t think that we actually heards voices! Somebody, or something stardet to control our hands and movements on the board. We freaked out, since we weren´t moving it around, but the wood started to move from one letter to the next. We asked some questions and the ghost answered. As last question we asked what the ghost´s name was, and the answer was Jackson.
So apperanly a ghost name Jackson lives in my house with me.
Sometimes I still here noises coming from another room, or suddenly the radio turns off, but I don´t get scared. Every time that happens I sigh and say out loud "Oh Jackson..."
Have you ever expirienced something like that? Let me know about it in the commets!
Kisses,
Lena
Donnerstag, 10. März 2016
Sad Baby!
Today my mother left to travel to New York for a few days and that is just the worst for my little sister! Since my mom left, my little sister is constantly sad. So my dad and I tried to distract her with different things, like reading books to her, watching a little bit of TV, eating dinner, etc., which worked really good. But now it is bedtime and it is really hard to bring her to sleep, since she always went to bed with our mom. For over an hour we have been trying to lay her down...let's see how long it is still going to take.
Kisses,
Lena
Kisses,
Lena
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