A few years ago (3 years, to be exact) I had a relationship with this guy. We were kind of a on-and-off-couple and when I moved away to another country it was basically over for good. Even though we kept on talking cute for almost half a year, we knew that this relationship can´t go on for a long time. The thing is that since beginning of this year he is dating again, while I am just being me - doing crazy stuff. (read my other posts, if you don´t know what I am talking about) So I was sad that he has moved on, but that the same time I was living my own life, without really thinking about him, or feeling like writing a message to him or anything of that kind of thing.
But since a few days I think about him ALL THE TIME! I am not even kidding with that expression. He is really all the time on my mind, without a pause. Not matter what I do - play tenis, being in school, read a book, watch vídeos...I could be doing anything and he won´t leave my mind.
Sometimes I feel like writing him something, but then I don´t do it, because I know that that is not the right thing to do. But I honestly don´t know that to do:( It is not possibly that I start missing him again, after so much time has past...is it?
I am really confused...any advice, or help tips?
Love, Lena
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