I have had one real realtionship. That one guy was the one who changed it all. I have had some crushes before I met him, but with none of them I have felt the way I felt while being with him. Also everything that happend with other guys afterwards was not that serious and didn´t really mean anything to me. He was and actually still is very special to me. I care dearly about him and all I want is him to be happy. (Gosh, that sounds sooo cheesy haha) Anyways, I don´t really want to get into the realtionship itself that much, but I will say that we broke up because I moved away. Even though we weren´t an item anymore, we still kept talking for several months, until he met another girl. Soon she was his new girlfriend and (naturally) she didn´t want him talking to me anymore. So yeah, over time I lost bits of him, and the memories I had of him. I actually had a hard time getting over him, but I figured deleting and unfollowing him on every social media possible, would help me. Of course...it didn´t. Because like every girl, I still went on his page from time to time, to see if he uploaded a new picture and stuff like that.
A couple of months ago I started noticing that he stopped uploading anything and suddenly, he started to like my pictures again, once I uploaded one. After checking his page again, I saw that he had deleted all his picutres! Not only the ones with her, but all of them. I figured that he broke up with her and wanted a complete new start.
He has actually not said anything to me yet, but I feel like through liking my stuff, it might be his first innocent move to reach out to me again. I just don´t know how to feel about that. I am obviously not going to reach out to him, since I "got over him" and deleted all his social media sites..so it would be stupid of me to be the one talking to him again, only because I assume that he broke up with his girlfriend. If anything...he should be the one saying something.
The weird thing is, why is he reaching out to me again in the first place? Am I his comeback whenever he doesn´t have a girlfriend? Does he think that I am just going to be here for him whenever he feels like it? Or did he actually also never really get over me?
I have no idea what any of this means, the only thing I am certain of and can´t deny is that now he is more on my mind again. I guess he has (still) some kind of power over my emotions...:(
Until I know more,
Bye bye, and kisses to you,
Lena ♥
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